What I've Learnt

I've only recently had it pointed out to me that, of course it was in the last place you looked, it'll always be in the last place you looked. Why would you carry on looking after you've found it?

20+ Things

1. My favourite book is the Rachel Papers by Martin Amis and I know he hasn’t got any of his own teeth; but I still would.
2. I don’t like to see Neanderthals depicted as shambling, slack-jawed scarecrows because they wouldn’t have survived an afternoon in ice-age Europe if they didn’t breath through their enormous (air warming) noses and groom nicely so they weren’t riddled with parasites – like all primates for sod's sake.
3. I used to be a nurse.
4. I married myself in male cast; except his goodatmathematics gene expresses as fondofshopping in me. We hardly ever fight, not because we never disagree, but because we’re both too emotionally stunted to mention what’s bothering us.
5. I can do a headstand.
6. I once slept in a tent in Africa for four weeks.
7. I’m very fond of mass extinctions; especially the Permian-Triassic event.
8. I always feel intimidated in libraries. And hospitals. And most shops. I never know where the proper standing-place is.
9. I studied human evolution and I see most stuff on a geological timescale and in evolutionary terms. Consequently I can’t take anything properly seriously; or maybe that’s because I’m an emotional dwarf too.
10. I could die of jealousy because my friend has a publishing deal. http://www.jennashworth.blogspot.com . She’s a staggeringly brilliant prizewinner and witty author and she’s written a novel; I’m not and I haven’t. Doesn’t stop me being envious; I do try to bask in her reflected glory though.
11. I wish I’d dieted earlier, I was a homely teenager and I’m sure I’d have been a lot more confident if I’d been thinner.
12. I am doing a creative writing MA.
13. I think to be kind is the most important thing; but I’m frequently mean.
14. All my five children are all funnier and cleverer than me. I'm pleased and proud but a bit jealous of them too.
15. We compete at looking for the grave-stone of the youngest person in churchyards, that's right - dead babies.
16. My favourite rock is Shap Granite, but the Whin Sill is a bit good.
17. I’m crippled by superstition. I know it’s loony nonsense; but just to keep me safe, I talk to Magpies, don’t put new shoes on the table and would never get married in May.
18. I...... Oh no, I can’t tell you that one.
19. I’m irritated when people say, ‘these days’ as if it were self-evident that everything has degenerated. Statements like ‘we all know what young people are like these days.’ It make me mad because it’s said as if the person speaking isn’t responsible for their own moment in time; as if they can somehow take credit for the past but not the society they occupy now. And because what they're saying is often untrue anyway. I wouldn't willingly spend two minutes in the company of someone who says, ‘these days’, (Jackson Browne is exempt; he can sing whatever clichés he likes).
20. I was about 27 before I was able to read. And I’m still a bit crap at it.
21. Films of real babies being born always make me cry.
22. A was a Greenham Common person; only for a day and I went on a coach. The military police gave me a hard stare though, as they took up the planks that had been put across a boggy bit for us to circle the perimeter fence.
23. I like the taste of black pudding.
24. Haven't bought Nestlé’s stuff for 30 years.
25. Can’t think of anything else.